Feeding the Wolf With Stress
Someone once told me that I thrive on stress. To be fair, I was once an adrenaline junkie in my career as a reporter, and I loved breaking a big story, deadlines and getting the story to press as a newspaper editor. But along with the excitement, stress was taking its toll.
Throughout my younger years I had lupus but was not diagnosed yet, so I did not know what was wrong with me or that I was making it worse. The truth is that stress made the wolf (AKA lupus) thrive, not me.
Years later, I am a freelance writer, book editor, and lupus blogger. Though my work is not very stressful, the amount I earn working from home, combined with the ever-increasing medical costs of my care, is a prime source of daily stress.
A lupus flare-up, such as the one I am in right now, means more specialist visits, more copays, more medication, more tests my insurance won’t cover and a generalized fear of going to the mailbox and finding an outrageously overpriced bill waiting for me.
Accepting I Am a Stress Hog
I am stressed. I know I do it to myself sometimes, but there is a legitimate basis for it. Having lupus is stressful in itself.
With lupus I never know when the wolf will strike. I never know if Mr. Big Bad will just huff and puff, or if he will blow down my house and eat me alive the next time he comes to town.
And I know stress is feeding the wolf exactly what it needs to have the strength to devour me. Experts agree that stress is a major trigger for a lupus flare and we should do everything possible to lower stress in our lives.
I have done a lot of reading on the subject of stress and lupus, since I can’t seem to keep either at bay for very long. I discovered that researchers have documented a link between a high level of reported stress and the worsening of lupus patients’ conditions. In fact, a very high percentage of patients actually attributed their lupus worsening to a major stressful event in their lives.
I read one intriguing study that took a close look, examining blood levels of certain stress response chemicals/hormones released by the body before and after extreme stress. They had the subjects give a public speech, since it’s a huge stressor for most people!
The study examined healthy people and people with lupus before and after public speaking and analyzed sympathetic activity, catecholamine production, lymphocyte subpopulations, cytokine production, and adrenergic receptor expression — all natural reactions to stress.
The healthy subjects had a normal increase in these naturally occurring chemical responses. These increases should be happening and they are what protect the body from the impact of stress.
But the subjects with lupus did not respond normally to the stress. They did not have the increases, leaving their body vulnerable rather than responding in a healthy, normal manner to the stress.
Next page: tips for reducing and better managing stress.